The Inconsistent Journal

Irregularly updated.

  • fall in full

    oh HELLO September and October are dust. They flew by so swiftly that I can barely believe that it is now November as I type these words. My goal of writing here more frequently butted up against my other goal of living my life and doing the things that make me happy. Which is why

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  • oh HELLO My flexibility is not infinite. And while it’s one of my favorite things about me, and makes my life easier to navigate, it’s something that seems to often get taken advantage of or, more optimistically, people don’t realize how malleable I am being (and I say this as a reminder to myself. I

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  • oh HELLO I don’t even know where July went. It’s ok, that happens. I’m popping in to say, I’m opening my books up for some photography sessions. It’s something I’ve been wanting to do for a while now and after having some sessions booked last month that sparked the urge to do more, and I’m

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  • june 2025 Update

    oh HELLO I think I’m finding a rhythm. Rhythm. That word has no right being spelled that way. Anyway, the rhythm is chaos! Let it reign. I jest, but only slightly. In between the last time I sat down to write a post on here and now I’ve interviewed for a job, got offered that

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  • oh HELLO It’s supposed to, as in it definitely will, storm today. If the room I’m currently in had windows (fenêtre) I’d know for certain if it is already, but it doesn’t and I’m not moving. I wore boots just in case and I like my odds. I’m here at a coffee shop for the

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  • MAY 2025 Update

    oh HELLO “Nothing like world shattering grief to really put some things into perspective. I’m still putting together what exactly that looks like, but I have a strong inclination that it’ll involve (more) chaos.” I am an oracle. The chaos continues, but this time I feel so ready for it. I’m learning what I want

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  • oh HIYA I have a new computer. My taxes are done and I’m receiving a refund that is commiserate with the amount of difficulty I had in filing them. I appreciate the balance. But that’s not what I’m here to talk about. I mention that because it’s amazing how having a few stressful things of

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  • April 2025 Update

    oh HELLO This is once again long overdue, but I (once again) find it hard to update amongst the chaos. (Once again.) What about chaos is updatable? It’s been about 8 months and yikes, what an unmitigated clusterfuck it has felt like. In these last many months I’ve: in August I found a job (barista),

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  • July 2024 Update

    oh HELLO This is long overdue, but I find it hard to update amongst the chaos. What about chaos is updatable? I also find it easier to update when I’m settled into a rhythm and my rhythms have been in flux for months (years) now. So, now that I’m a wee bit settled into my

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  • Idiot. Heart.

    Idiot. Heart. by Crissy Wagner I wrote a book of poetry! And it’s available for purchase! How exciting, I’m excited! It has been something that I’ve been working on, in the background, for the last 3 years. I’ve even have a few here on my website, in their early stages. My journal here has been

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