The Inconsistent Journal

Irregularly updated.

  • can’t stop, won’t stop

    life update part 3 2pm, the Farm It seems natural that a move in one area will create ripples and the need for change (movement) in others. During the first half of 2022 I focused a lot on photography. Specifically portraiture, and it was such a joy to flex that muscle. Since I’ve moved, and

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  • living in two places at once

    life update part 2 4pm, the Farm While saying that I’ve moved is accurate, it’s not really the whole story. Sure, my bed and work is in Cambridge Springs at the moment, but Harrisburg still has a large piece of my heart. There are people there that I think of and miss daily. So I

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  • life update part 1 3pm, the Farm The shortest way to say this, I’ve moved. It’s the 19th or 20th move I’ve made in my 42 years on this planet. You’d think I’d be a pro. I am not. This move was both anticipated and a surprise, all at once. I knew I’d have to

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  • spring is ridiculous

    Recently I found myself on a walk, with my camera and the glorious spring awakening was unfolding right in front of me. These are a few of those shots. I’m so in love with them! They are reminders to be in the moment and to appreciate, to savor that moment. Below is the story (ramble)

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  • Thoughts on Visualization

    Sometimes the only way I can get anything done is by laying in bed and visualizing what I want to accomplish. Depending on what I’m working on, this can take months. Repeating this laying in bed and imaging how I’d like to do things. Different scenarios, different options, all floating through my mind being weighed

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  • rainbow nostalgia

    I’ve long had a thing for rainbows. In school my notebooks got covered with doodles and those doodles often got rainbow-fied. Last week I drew an anatomical heart, another thing I’ve had a thing for since high school days, as a quick little exercise. Combining the two things, rainbow and heart, was a real nostalgia

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  • common mullein

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  • A work in progress

    This site will probably forever been a construction site. I don’t know what to blame that on, so I won’t attempt to assign any. I’m just going to allow this space to morph into whatever it wants to be and do my best to keep the disruptions to a minimum. However, the current iteration (as

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  • Beckoning

    The flash of your smile is a lighthouse a means to navigate the rocks and barriers to your heart,  an important and dangerous place. A natural beacon which encourages me. Fresnel lens eyes refract the source behind them,  reverse telescopes telegraphing messages out. Twin mirrors, round and green the light goes forth in quick bright

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  • Affirmations

    I need to create the systems that support the life I want to lead. That thought has been repeating in my head for weeks now. Possibly months. It’s all I’ve been working on. Longer than that, I’ve know I need to live a nonconventional life. Years ago I was walking through a plaza at sunrise

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